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My ShTuFfS
nobody cares 4 yooh
nobody fights for yooh
nobody misses yooh
nobodylikes you
nobody loves yooh
let me tell yooh my name:
i am [nobody]


Everytime I look at you,
I tell myself today is the day
But once I say hi,
My tongue gets twisted,
And my mind goes wild
I start studdering,
Thinking of how stupid I look
I stare,
Longingly at you
But you don't even see that I'm here
I want to say
Those three small damn words
I want to tell you..
That I love you
-sara-

"It's Gray Davis' fault!!"
-Arnold S. -

Feeling
First I was alone
I had nothing to do
The next thing I knew
I was thinking of you
The first time we met
I had this secret feeling inside
This was a feeling
I could not hide
These are true feelings
They are all so true
I just want you to know
What I feel for you
Here's how I feel
I hope you feel the same way
I love you
I love you in every way

~ Belinda Mercado

A tightness in my heart
And this yearning in my heart,
What you're doing to me
Is tearing me apart.
I wish that
I could show you,
Tell you
What you mean to me,
But no matter what
I say or do,
The truth
You'll never see
So what choices
Can I make?
You just don't understand.
I was meant
To be yuor woman,
But you'll never
Be my man

~ IDK

"The Dream I Had"
I had a dream dat would never come true,
I dreamt dat u loved meeh-
the way i loved you!
Moonlite Mist
Fell over the land,
I looked at u,
And u grabbed my hand,
We walked through the stars,
All the way to the Milky Way,
side by side,
then u started to say,
Stay wit meeh forever,
and i'll stay wit u.
Luven each other,
is the only thing we'll do
Den i woked up....
and started to cry
cuz I realized dat the whole thing
was just a lie.....
I had a dream dat will never come true,
I dreamt dat u loved meeh,
the way I LOVE U!!!


" How I fell in Love wit yooh"
This used to be a secret..dat i never told
But I can't keep it anymore..so i gotta tell it out

The moment I saw ure face...I didn't reallie care much
You were just some person..dat i knew in mai life.

But then for some special reason..even i myself can't answer
I started liking yooh..in a way I never did before!

Day by Day..Night by Night wen i came to a point
I can't believe myself..I think i reallie reallie love yooh!

And then yooh talked to meeh..just the other day
I thought I would've faint..
cuz yooh look straight into mai eyes!!

I dunno if yooh can tell
how i reallie feel about yooh
but for sure i know myself
dat i reallie have fallen in love wit yooh!!


Questions

if i asked you if you miss me,
would you say it`s true?
if i told you i luv you,
would you say i luv you too?
if you saw me out in public,
would you say hi with a hug?
or would you walk away
with a smile and a shrug
if i met someone else,
would it break your heart?
if you met someone else,
it`d tear my world apart
we live our separate lives,
in our separate worlds
yet it`d make me sad
to see you with other girlz
does it ever occur to you
dat we are meant to be?
each day i think of you and me
and wish you were here with me


I Never
I never dreamed,
I never kissed,
I never said "I love you"
I never loved anyone
`til i met u.

I never cried,
I never felt depressed,
I never felt such heartache
`til i met u.

I never wanted to be with sumone so bad,
I never cried till i couldnt ne more
`til i met u.

I never wanted to be with anyone else but you,
I never thought we`d part.
But now that we did
all my wishes and dreamz have once again dropped.

I never felt true love til I met you,
I never felt true sadness til I met u.

I Love You

I can`t find the words to say
To tell you that i feel this way
I want you to tell me what i can do
To make you want me next to you
If you look at me you`ll understand
All i want is to hold your hand
I felt this way for so long
It hurts me that i don`t belong
Wanting you is all a dream
My heart aches i wanna scream
I smile and laugh just thinking of you
Together now i wish it was true
I alway imagine of your gentle touch
If only you knew i felt this much
not being with you i`m falling apart
Cause i don`t know how to get your heart
If you could only see the love in my eyes
Of all those nights I sat and cried
Just look at me i`m stading there
Call out my name and i`ll be there
How long the wait i don`t know
When that day come i`ll let it show
If you only knew my feelings for you
I`ll stay hopeful you`ll feel the same way too.

CaLeNdAr


October 2008

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ToP 10 sOnGs
  1. You- Ryan Duarte
  2. Into You- Fabolous & Ashanti
  3. First Love- Utada Hikaru
  4. All My Life- Kaci & Jojo
  5. Rock wit u- Ashanti
  6. 1000 words- Kumi Koda
  7. Get Low- Lil Jon & the Eastside Boys
  8. Wings of Love- Regine Velasquez
  9. Right Thurr- Chingy
  10. sandstorm-darude
My 411


s49_jezza
Age. 18
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. pinay//filipina
Location san diego, CA
School. Other
» More info.
SiGn My HoMe BoX
DeCeMbEr EvEnTs
  1. Dec. 3 Jazz Band Concert
  2. Dec. 6 Parade at north park & chula vista
  3. Dec. 9 Concert @ MVH
  4. Dec. 13 My party?! CANCELLED.. moved to dec.19
  5. Dec. 17 Gaby's b-day
  6. Dec. 18 Chris's b-day
  7. Dec. 19 My b-day// party?!//last day of school! yay!
  8. Dec. 20 Chris's party
  9. Dec. 24 x-mas eve
  10. Dec. 25 x-mas .+*+.merry christmas!.+*+.
  11. Dec. 31 New Year's Eve
    almost January..!
QuIzZeS

You are G.I.R.
You are completely insane, or
hyper. You are the darling of Invader Zim's
life, even thouh you get bossed around a lot.
it's not like you notice; you are too busy
dancing or eating or watching TV. You are funny
without meaning to be, because of your pure
craziness. Sing the Doom Song.

Which Jhonen Vasquez creation are you?
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My Senshi Colors Are:

White: Innocent, Childlike, Pure

Pink: Sweet, Spunky, Cheerful

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My life is rated PG-13.
What is your life rated?


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Soul Fairy Please rate my quiz thanks a bunch

Which Fairy are you?(for anyone many out comes)
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Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and as many say
Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and
your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and
as many say "Your head is in the
clouds."

What type of eyes do you have?
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Smirk
You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.

What Kind of Smile are You?
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red
You're red! You feel things more than most people
and you're almost always upfront about how you
feel.

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..I Love You..

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Wednesday. 12.24.03 10:32 PM ..Merry Eve of X-mas eve// Allan convo. ..
Yeah! finally the day has come.. lol

x llskittlesll x: heyo
aLLaNbOy57: hey
x llskittlesll x: wussup?
aLLaNbOy57: nm
x llskittlesll x: icee
aLLaNbOy57: u
x llskittlesll x: same
x llskittlesll x: so.. how's yer vacation so far?
aLLaNbOy57: good
x llskittlesll x: icee
aLLaNbOy57: wose ur cousin
x llskittlesll x: joan
x llskittlesll x: ?
x llskittlesll x: hah
aLLaNbOy57: oic
aLLaNbOy57: shes talkin 2 me
x llskittlesll x: ohh
aLLaNbOy57: hows ur vaca goin
x llskittlesll x: umm.. boring
aLLaNbOy57: oic
x llskittlesll x: cept. da basketball games
aLLaNbOy57: ic
x llskittlesll x: i really suck as point guard.. duno y.. im betteroff as forward
aLLaNbOy57: ooo
aLLaNbOy57: talk 2 ya later
x llskittlesll x: k
x llskittlesll x: bye
aLLaNbOy57: bye

weee!! i talked to him.. yay me.. lol thank you kuya chris!

-¢¾-> Jezza <-♥-

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Friday. 12.19.03 7:56 pm ..My b-day party..
Yeah! finally the day has come.. lol

my b-day! i turn 14.. lol
cake= IN MY FACE! (and hair..)
haha yeah.. a lil truth or dare.. ( yeah so immature!haha) but it was fun..
ohh yeah..
too bad ALLAN wasn't there.. BLAH!!!! ok..

-¢¾-> Jezza <-¢¾-

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Monday. 12.15.03 9:56 pm ..School Dance..
fuck.. i should have never gone to that dance.. grr.. hated it.. juss sumthin.. to be sad about.. well yeah i don't wanna talk about it here.. so yeah.. but newaiz.. i really need to change da layout.. heh

-¢¾-> Jezza <-¢¾-

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Thursday. 12.4.03 1:13 am ..aim profile..
i may have everything i want.. but ur all i want.. but i know i cant have u.. ur my everything.. even if it don't matter 2 u
"my true friends can see da sadness behind da smile.."
())__crayola__))> support crayon's by putting this in ur profile :-D (on aim)
-¢¾-> Jezza <-¢¾-

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Tuesday. 12.2.03 11:36 pm chatroom
x llskittlesll x: nutags are cool
x llskittlesll x: nutang*
SilentEMOScreams: NUTangs
SubhumanDvotchka: wtf are nutangs?
x llskittlesll x: its like xanga
x llskittlesll x: but better
jUsTs0mEd00d: ok
x llskittlesll x: way better if u know html
jUsTs0mEd00d: im like xanga, but better
jUsTs0mEd00d: haha
SilentEMOScreams: hey travis can u fix my nutang
SilentEMOScreams: that sounds weird
x llskittlesll x: haha
jUsTs0mEd00d: yeah
jUsTs0mEd00d: haha
SilentEMOScreams: xanga sounds better
x llskittlesll x: yeah
DARKNessxwiTHIN has left the room.
x llskittlesll x: but nutangs are better to fix
jUsTs0mEd00d: i need to make my nutang
x llskittlesll x: lol
B E Lieve N bEL: nutang???
jUsTs0mEd00d: haha
B E Lieve N bEL: LoL
jUsTs0mEd00d: i have a big nutang
B E Lieve N bEL: that is so hilarious..
x llskittlesll x: haha
SilentEMOScreams: haha
jUsTs0mEd00d: haha
SilentEMOScreams: imma put the in my PF
jUsTs0mEd00d: i destroyed my nutang
B E Lieve N bEL: imagine if I said " travis, can u fix my putang?"
B E Lieve N bEL: LoL
jUsTs0mEd00d: haha
x llskittlesll x: lol
XxL1nGxXxL1nGxX has left the room.
SilentEMOScreams: haha
SilentEMOScreams: oh no....my nutangs broke....
B E Lieve N bEL: ah haha
B E Lieve N bEL: that sux.
jUsTs0mEd00d: haha
jUsTs0mEd00d: my nutang froze
jUsTs0mEd00d: i have many nutangs
lilpinaygurl017 has left the room.
jUsTs0mEd00d: dang, too much fun w/ nutang
SilentEMOScreams: i have blue nitangs
SilentEMOScreams: nutang*
jUsTs0mEd00d: can i see ur nutang
jUsTs0mEd00d: ?
SilentEMOScreams: haha
x llskittlesll x: lol
B E Lieve N bEL: ooh, travis.. not in front of the children.
x llskittlesll x: oh yes
B E Lieve N bEL: LoL
jUsTs0mEd00d: haha
SilentEMOScreams: owwwwwww u hit my nutang
jUsTs0mEd00d: hah
x llskittlesll x: aye putang ina mo.. u hit my nutang
Kimsboyfrend has left the room.
jUsTs0mEd00d: i touched brian's nutang
B E Lieve N bEL: putang, u hit my nutang!
x llskittlesll x: lol
B E Lieve N bEL: oh, so did I!
B E Lieve N bEL: LoL
jUsTs0mEd00d: haha
x llskittlesll x: haha
x llskittlesll x: did u see travis' nutang?
x llskittlesll x: haha
jUsTs0mEd00d: that girl has a nutang
SilentEMOScreams: brb
x llskittlesll x: lol
jUsTs0mEd00d: ok
jUsTs0mEd00d: hmm...
jUsTs0mEd00d: im anxious for a nutang
jUsTs0mEd00d: ok...enough w/ the nutang

haha haha.. we had so much fun.. lol.. haha and i do agree.. xanga does sound better.. but nothing beats nutang! way better .. yes

-¢¾-> jezza <-¢¾-

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